hi guys
im moving to another blog due to boredom

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i want to make a reality show.

who wants to be YAYA's BFF

anyone interested?

:p

call me baby! i miss u!

paris hilton

i was getting ready to go out n i heard this song from my winamp playlist.

Paris Hilton-Bye Bye Boy

Never give up
Never give up
Never give up
That's what my mama told me
Takin' that Chance
Takin' that Chance
Takin that chance
Would be the right thing for me
Now I
I get the feeling that
Maybe my mama could have been wrong

Every day
Every day
every day
I'm learnin' things about you
Every Night
Every Night
Every night
I'd learned to be without you
Now I
I get the feeling maybe its time for me to move on

I wasn't lonely before i meet you
Now you make me feel like
I don't know what to do
Things are gonna change and there's something that I've got to say to you

Bye bye Baby
You got to understand
Ya actin' like a boy
But I'm lookin' for a man
Bye bye Honey
Got to make you see
You say you gonna try
But it's not enough for me
I hope you get the message
I'm gonna tell you
Bye Bye Boy

(Bye Bye)

Every Time
Every Time
Every Time
You say you gonna try
Do It again
Do it again
Do it again
Can't tell the truth through lies
But now I
I get feeling that you playing you're game and just leaving me out
Maybe Im wrong
Maybe Im wrong
Maybe im wrong
Could be Mistaken
But I've gotta move on
Gotta move on
Gotta move on
'Cause I know my heart is breaking
Now I
I get the feeling that the time has come to make me number one

I wasn't lonely before i had you
Now you make me feel like
I don't know what to do
Things are gonna change and theres something i've got to say to you

Bye bye Baby
You got to understand
Ya actin' like a boy
But I'm lookin' for a man
Bye bye Honey
Got to make you see
You say you gonna try
But it's not enough for me
I hope you get the message
I'm gonna tell you
Bye Bye Boy

i hate being in this house.

pic raya

version tak sopan

versi candid

versi hot (hohoho..)

cousin record ucapan hari raya dari mak n ayah

cover gigi rabbit

ayah reply sms raya

mak standby duit raya sebelum diserang oleh anak-anak buah

ayah malu-malu miau pulak

taktau nak cakap ape. huhuhu...

eben mintak maaf kat ayah sbb die kene extend 1 sem lagi. kakaka...

cium2 versi mak datin

anak yang budiman sedang bermaafan dengan maknya

ayah tak sanggup menonton aksi dramatik kitorg

yang sebenarnye nak riak dgn bracelet die tu. ceh...

ayah macam biase.. tak sanggup menonton aksi dramatik..

family ku di hari raya :)

nenek tiap2 tahun nangis di pagi raya

peluk nenek kuat2

with izza

tergedik sikit dgn eben

im back!

hey guyssssss i am back!

we reached home last midnight, i was so damn tired i just went straight to the bed without changing my clothes. i even left my phones in the handbag. what was even worse, i slept without taking off my bra. oh, so afraid of cancer!

n yeah, today i woke up early, like 8am something. yesterday lagi awal! thanks to my natural alarm, i woke up at 5am yesterday since that was the time i woke up every morning during fasting month. i forced myself back to sleep then woke up at 7am.

woh, yesterday saw a snake coming into my grandma's house, it was like bigger than my toe! it was black! stupid snake. luckily my little cousin was playing the PSP, kalau tak im afraid he'll just terkam the snake. omg.

and guys... i ate everything yesterday. except for lemang of course. i dont really like lemangs. hehehe.... i didnt drink too much soft drinks. people at kampung actually started to buy cheaper carbonated drinks which i never heard of these brands... and the taste was actually sucks. like radix cola, the drink is ultra sweet, though the drink is claimed to be halal, but its kills people faster kot. ehehehe.... please buy high quality, with well-known branded beverages.

tesco cola is the best cheap soft drink. try it!

i dont have much time to upload pictures since my extended family is coming over the house today. i was busy arranging everything n make sure the house is spacious enough for them, maklumlah rumah kecik, terrace plak tu. i rather do such job than have to stuck in the kitchen. huhuhu....

me n boyfriend is getting better, like usual... he was sooo cute wearing pinkish-purple baju melayu. n he called me up several times yesterday, which made me soo happy n felt loved. my head kept spinning thinking how are we going to celebrate hari raya when we were married. oh that would be fun :)

i wore maroon yesterday. and at 2 pm i already got uncomfortable in the kebaya, i started to making noise and babbling. i think next year i would made a kebaya from t-shirt material. that would be better, i can wear it all day. yey!

ok guys. got to go. i am so happy and thankful to God for blessing my family in this Hari Raya :)

please somebody tell my dear boyfriend that although i am angry i still miss and love him like i always do.

please.

he left his phone in his room 24 hours at home. i cant reach him.

selamat hari raya everybody~

twitter

guys, u can always click on the twitter logo at the right to see what im doing :) im so crazy with twitter and i love paris hilton's and lady gaga's twits. im following them!

for those who also have twitter, do follow me up. i will follow u as well.

xoxo.

KILL

if crying is the best therapy, i'll cry.

but no, crying is not the best thing.

the best thing is to KILL.

the last person who i wanted to kill was taufeq, my ex.

i wanted to kill him so nobody else could get him other than me.

but he was hot to resist, u know. i like guys with strong legs. bet his legs are getting fatter as he cant play football anymore due to the bad injury last year.

duhh go apply for a model then.

now when i think about it back, yucks!

go away!

same old brand thing

i am soo heart-feeling with boyfriend.

i tell u people, he will hear nothing from me anymore for 3 days starting from today. may be less or may be more. depends.

i just dont want to get hurt more and ruin my days.

i did tell him, many times. i want nothing. nothing. except for his attention. n he always failed to give me that. always.

better lose the dream of being someone's princess now. ceh.

:(

perhaps i should not depend on a boyfriend too much. then what, go n seek attention from other's boyfriends?

cant wait for him to go on industrial training, so i will not seeing him every week like usual. less meet, less fight, less attention, less heart feeling. huhuhu...

not-so-brilliant conversation

today is the last day of ramadhan! omg!

my fren salman called last night. i dont know why but somehow he always simply made me laugh like crazy.

man : nad, tadi kat kuala kangsar man g karaoke...
nad : ye ke? ish nyanyi lagu ape?
man : macam-macam la. alaa karaoke jamban je.
nad : ok la jamban pun best ape.
man : mahal la nad. rm1.
nad : rm1 satu lagu? betol la harge die tu.
man : kat kL 20 sen 30 sen je skali masuk.
nad : eh yeke?
man : .....
nad : ohoooooooooo........ alaa standard jamban low yatt la tu..
man : hahaha.... lambat tangkap!

boyfriend called before that, talking crap things. i was hurt. i just want to hear him happy from there, but he kept humbling himself like he isnt perfect. he is perfect. that's why i chose him. but he never realized that. oh, how sad.

one single thing that i hate when he is at home, he seldom text me up.

nevermind then.

oh, i dont know if i am busy today, but i just need to pack up things for balik kampung this afternoon. cant wait to see my grandfather, havent seen him for a month!

anyways, happy eid mubarak to everybody. will upload many many pictures when back home :)

always wonder why guys always have a celebrity crush. and some of them would do masturbation on their crush. that's pathetic. really.

girls have their celebrity crush too. we dont have to name hollywood stars here. in our country we have those hunks which are handsome, tall, sexy, hot, oh u name it.

but seriously i dont have to have crush on them. because i think they wont know me, at all.

i'll have crushes among the people around me, n once i have crush on them, they would have crush on me too, which i think is really worth it.

stop having celebrity crushes like u r 7 years old, people.

what else do u want from ur crushes? i never felt like a dumb by liking someone from kilometers away.

get a life. those celebrities wont pay u for liking them.

but hey, elyas abdullah is real hot. hehehe.. but not a crush anyways.

the car's air conditioner has been fixed up! yeay!

i miss the smell of boyfriend's perfume :( i am soo missing him.

i am a loyal lover. thanks to boyfriend for always giving me chances.

i love him.

beautiful days

hi everybody. im just reached home tonight. me, my sisters and mum went dinner at pizza hut. i ate chicken meatball spaghetti, my stomach bloated like crazy but i still took slices of pizza and finished my sister's chicken soup.

im exhausted already. still havent take my shower yet and i dont want my new comforter gets dirty, so i need to bathe. really.

before that i'll let those pics help me to tell u what was going on me for the last few days.

omg. meet boyfriend for two days straight. i really enjoyed the time we had spent together. thanks dear.

my fringe is getting longer. i need a hair cut.

bad habit of mine. i'll bring all my stuffs wherever i go. i brought all those things back home for a week-hari raya-holiday.

the view of the back seat of the car.

reached home n mum gave me the body shop vouchers.

bought this OFFLINE. korean net socks. oh i think the socks are rare. so i bought 3 pairs :)

bought those bunga api too. mum got mad, she said me n sisters are like budak darjah 2.

oh, i just realized that im getting skinnier thanks to the fasting month.

okay. time to go shower.

:)

hi

im updating using boyfriend's computer because his laptop has this picture :

so nice :)

before i go for the test and then get ready to go out and i got no idea when i'll be updating again.

• i miss my kitten. she's gone somewhere.
• im not attending the kursus kahwin. i guess there will still be a lot of other chances in the future.
• my body mass index (BMI) is actually lower than the normal range.
• boyfriend is a real hot stuff when he wears the go-to-class attire.
  
• im slowly started to think not to work as a lecturer in the future. i want to work as a consultant in food industry. for GMP, GHP, HACCP or even HALAL. i think im more into that kind of thing.

we wear white!

warghh

i got another test this afternoon! how could i forgot that?!

food product design & development. the subject that is actually easy like hell. just read the lecture notes, memorize, and u r ready to go for the test. but, who actually can do reading at this moment? tell me? hari raya is just damn just around the corner, which on this sunday! how everyone can study right now?!

im going out with boyfriend this evening, so i am totally excited, even my heart is blooming to the max, i cant think anything about the 4 chapters that should be covered today...

and i cant wait to go back home and tidy up the house and do the man-ly stuffs that dad has been abandon them due to his busy work. alaa u know, repairing the pipes, taking out and sell the old newspapers and magazines and books, bla bla bla...

and i cant wait to get period again (i can feel the painful symptoms), so i can eat during the day. hahahaha... crazy...

do check out our pics at the right, i think i want to get rid all of those other stuffs and just put more pictures of us :)

potrait

:)

kursus pra-perkahwinan (at the age of 22)

wow

i have one more day to decide

whether to go to the pre-marriage course or not

if im really going i need to pay the fee tomorrow.

is it too early?

or may be the earlier the better?

omg i am so in dilemma.

i asked mum last week, she was ok with it.

i should ask boyfriend plak la i guess...

baby please comment!

happy monday

wohooo...

boyfriend's classmates are awweesome! if i am in their class i dont think i need a boyfriend anymore. can spend 24 hours with them :) hehehe

just finished the test this morning. the questions were easy, i should say.

im looking forward to see boyfriend again, i miss him already~

fasting or not fasting

i hate people eating in the room while im fasting.

especially those volatile foods.

seriously i can call that phenomenon as a war-starter!

i swear i would seek for revenge.

what the F

tho fasting is nothing without tests~